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So, recently I have been very nervous about moving to Treasure Island, near San Francisco. I have everything packed now, and now I am just waiting for 2:30pm PDT when we are to leave. Unfortunately, yesterday when I was packing, my family had received the bad news that our grandma on our dad's side had passed away. This did not help my nervousness.
The reason why I am typing this here instead of talking with any of my family about it is becuase I don't feel ready to talk with them about it all that much, although, I don't think there was much to be said, becuase unfortunately most of us were not very close to her.
So, yesterday when I heard the news, becuase it had added to my nervousness, I became disoriented, finding it harder to continue packing than before, so much that I didn't get time to clean like I was planning to. I still feel a little bit disoriented, as I did not expect this much change while I would be moving. This amount of change in my life feels like it is too much, and it doesn't help that my mom decided we would leave later rather earlier, so I wouldn't have to be sitting in the hostel's computer lounge for 6 hours or so. That was a really bad idea on her part, becuase the longer I am here, the more I am going to miss this place, as it reminds me that I will likely not be moving back into this house ever again
I was expecting to have already left, becuase yesterday we planned to leave at 10am this morning, so now I am tortured becuase I am forced to stay her longer, the place I am going to, and have before missed in the whole wide world. Like I was saying, though, this is too much change for my mind o handle, so much that I have been having a really hard time accepting the fact that my grandma is not longer with us. My brain literally cannot comprehend both the situation that is soon to come from me moving and the fact that my grandma no longer resides in this world, so it has rejected the latter of the two.
I loved my grandma. She was a nice lady, even though she kept refusing to move closer the rest of the family and then would complain about how hardly any of her grand children visited her, or even rarely called her. That was the one problem I always had with her, that both of my parents have always done. They just seem to all like to do their own thing, regardless of where their family is or what their family is doing, and it really kinda ticks me off. I did love her, though. I liked how she at least took on the task of keeping track of the family tree and our heritage, a task that no one else had the time nor the interest in like she did. Her recipes were also very good, her legend will definitely live on in these two things, as I plan to keep them going as much as I can, especially the recipes. I don't know who she wrote in her will to have the family heritage information, but I am definitely going sit down with them about the importance of our heritage.
All this being said, I'm going to be leaving in about 30 minutes. I'll likely be going through my DA messages when I get to the hostel, as I have nothing more important to do when I get there. After that, hopefully I'll be back with more things in about two weeks. I'll keep you all updated!
The reason why I am typing this here instead of talking with any of my family about it is becuase I don't feel ready to talk with them about it all that much, although, I don't think there was much to be said, becuase unfortunately most of us were not very close to her.
So, yesterday when I heard the news, becuase it had added to my nervousness, I became disoriented, finding it harder to continue packing than before, so much that I didn't get time to clean like I was planning to. I still feel a little bit disoriented, as I did not expect this much change while I would be moving. This amount of change in my life feels like it is too much, and it doesn't help that my mom decided we would leave later rather earlier, so I wouldn't have to be sitting in the hostel's computer lounge for 6 hours or so. That was a really bad idea on her part, becuase the longer I am here, the more I am going to miss this place, as it reminds me that I will likely not be moving back into this house ever again
I was expecting to have already left, becuase yesterday we planned to leave at 10am this morning, so now I am tortured becuase I am forced to stay her longer, the place I am going to, and have before missed in the whole wide world. Like I was saying, though, this is too much change for my mind o handle, so much that I have been having a really hard time accepting the fact that my grandma is not longer with us. My brain literally cannot comprehend both the situation that is soon to come from me moving and the fact that my grandma no longer resides in this world, so it has rejected the latter of the two.
I loved my grandma. She was a nice lady, even though she kept refusing to move closer the rest of the family and then would complain about how hardly any of her grand children visited her, or even rarely called her. That was the one problem I always had with her, that both of my parents have always done. They just seem to all like to do their own thing, regardless of where their family is or what their family is doing, and it really kinda ticks me off. I did love her, though. I liked how she at least took on the task of keeping track of the family tree and our heritage, a task that no one else had the time nor the interest in like she did. Her recipes were also very good, her legend will definitely live on in these two things, as I plan to keep them going as much as I can, especially the recipes. I don't know who she wrote in her will to have the family heritage information, but I am definitely going sit down with them about the importance of our heritage.
All this being said, I'm going to be leaving in about 30 minutes. I'll likely be going through my DA messages when I get to the hostel, as I have nothing more important to do when I get there. After that, hopefully I'll be back with more things in about two weeks. I'll keep you all updated!
hi ouo
I got a new drawing tablet recently, so you may see me on here more again, finally.
Also, I might be making a vlog to summarize how my year has went, so keep on eye out for that on YouTube sometime.
See ya around when I upload things ouo/
It's been a while... whoops
Hahaha, whoops. Looks like it's been a long time since I typed an entry into this journal. Dang, it' been almost a year.
So, the biggest reason why I haven't benn putting entries into this is becuase in January 2017, I started making YouTube videos, and I have mostly been making vlogs on my vloggin channel instead of making entries here. So, if you'd like to see what I have been up to over the last year, you can find my main channel, Xario1, and can find all of my other channels from there.
In this entry I will try to breifly go over everything that has happened this year and will try to put asterisks(*) next to anything that I made a video
2016 holidays, voting, and family drama
After we moved to our new place, unfortunately I was so busy settling in, that we missed our window for voting, since we weren't registered in this county. So, basically we didn't vote since we couldn't. Unfortunately it didn't matter much anyway, since my vote wouldn't have changed the results of the election much, if at all.
It took us a while to get adjusted to our new house, but now we feel more at home. At least, as at home we as we can feel in this house.
Ugh, I hate to say this, but I can't wait until we move away again. Unfortunately we won't be able to do that again for a while though.
This Thanksgiving was my fiance's first Thank
Hopefully journal neglection is over
Sooooo, it has been a long time since I had typed up a journal here, and I have been meaning to for a while now. So now I am taking the time to do so.
Last time I typed a journal, I had mention how I used to watch the news a lot to follow Bernie Sanders. I knew that if he didn't win the primaries, that Trump would win. And I did my best not to think about it for months.
Anyway, in August, near the beginning of August, my girlfriend became very very ill, becuase the neurologist she had was dumb and didn't prescribe her all her meds that she needed. So, I did my best to keep her alive when she became extremely ill, and thankfully we were able
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